I once asked Nikki what her favorite saying was out of her" big book" and this is what she said,

"Experience

is not what happens to you,

It is what you do with what happens to you".

In these very sad times if you open that book you will not only hear her voice but you will feel the love that she has for each and every one of you. Nikki will live on through the book , you just have to open your heart and believe.